She was the warrier

Very sadly I am writing this, my sister is recently passes away on 21st of June, the day ahe choose to depart from the world is related with her professional. She was faculty of Yoga, Maditation associated with Art of Living, India. She had first hearts attack when she was 22 years old. It was in heredity y in my mother's family as I lost my Mom when I was 7, my mothers both the sisters were also passed away with same. 

I struggled in my childhood because mom passed away when I was seven years old, I was not aware about my future but I saw the rituals of her affected my mind and suddenly I stopped smiling, I was searching her and finding the person who can fill that gape. But it was not possible and started my routine but I was even not able to cry. 

I started my study my sisters helped me in that, also did my creative work like painting, embroidary etc. When I was in class 12 my mom's real sister passed away and when I visit her place , I lost control on my emotions I cried after 12 years after my mom's death it was first time, but my that nature given wrong message to people that I am very strong I can handle all situation I never cry and so many. I was not able share my problem because of impression. And after sometime my sister got her first heart attack at the age of 22, I handle that situation supported her in her problem. She was an artist whatever she learnt she wanted me to teach and I have also started doing my art work in depth with her help. 

It was our golden time when I use to share everything with my sister like a friend. The stories of my school college life, about my boy friend or my choice, she was the person to whom my all friends respects as ideal person, because of her down to earth nature, because of her intelligence and art. 

She left me last month on the same day, she was so perfect arranged her every thing even her death, at her last minutes on this earth I was with her as she called me and we spent time we talk and laugh and shared our feelings after long time. Because she loved me a lot she choose to left, when I was with her. She was spiritual person and worked as a yoga meditation faculty

I pray for her, whenever she is she is happy and blessing to me.