"I still love him" ! ( Part II)

Dear world!

She asked me last night about my love story?? Today, the question was repeating again by her???

In exchange for a long breath, l said, l still love him, love that only a human being can do only once.... Love the True love, in urdu as we say, Sacha Ishq karti hoon ussa....

How did u fall in love wid him ??? Was it love at first sight...???

No, it was not the first look! It was a long time ago, I received a call from him on my phone in the evening of October... I was drinking hot tea with my friends, how did I know that the weather of autumn, the crimson leaves and stingy marvels of October are playing a storm inside me..... My senses will be taken away... As soon as l reached home, I messaged him and the conversation started... He used to stare into my eyes, but I started to like him. It's been a year that l have known him but we never had a conversations like this before... At first I thought he would be in love... l expressed to him that l m falling for him...but my world changed the moment he said I was always like a friend to him... I know something big had just happened and l was completely lost...

I believe everything is planned by Him and so was this so l accepted it and left everything to Him, because l know He is dere and He must have some plans regarding this......

Have you ever tried to ask him? Usay apsa Muhabat q nhy hoi???Why He didn't fall for you.????

He is in love with someone else?

And I am in love with him...

We both have left this on our destiny..

We both don't care about the consequences...

He makes the couples on the heavens...

He gives love in people's heart...

He makes all the decisions.

I pray that you both will be together...

~Summaiya abdul~

No, I don't want that now... because love is something that cannot be achieved, and what is achieved doesn't stays forever.....

I did not understand....???

Now go, we will talk later...

Every night she kept humming something... maybe it was the poetry she wrote.....

I have heard that if secrets are revealed, they lose respect...

Yes, it is a matter of secret what you say...

But the sign of my love, you also understand something...

When I talk to you, my eyes get down...

Existence begins to fade...

And when you leave...

I start looking for you..

Keeping your clutter in order...

Where you used to sit, there I sit too...

I echo your words...

Then I start laughing and crying...

Yes, it is a matter of secret what you say...

But the sign of my love, you also understand something...

~Summaiya abdul~