Today with a disappointed heart, a tired body and a depressed spirit
After a long time, I wanted to express my heartache, even though I no longer have hope for help and sympathy, but still...
I was convinced that this was my fate, even though I tried so hard and asked everyone for help, it didn't work, because maybe I'm an Afghan girl, that's why no one was willing to help me. At first I thought maybe I could. I want to help the girls of my country and raise their voices, but I realized that Afghan girls are forgotten and marginalized.
I stopped asking for help and stopped thinking about freedom. This is the fate of our Afghan girls.
No matter how hard I tried and asked people for help, but not everyone accepted, why is no one willing to understand and help Afghan girls, what is our crime?
I have decided not to write or publish any more texts, maybe I will stay at home like a prisoner sentenced to prison.
Today I realized that the world is no longer with us and we are forgotten. Even the women of other countries are not able to understand us even though I am a woman and a girl, but no woman understands my difficult situation.
Today girls from other countries wish to progress and enjoy their life with a calm mind.
But my wish is to walk the streets of my city with a relaxed imagination for a few moments, which unfortunately I do not have this right, I have long lost the desire to study and go and live a quiet life. My biggest wish is to leave the house.
I am so depressed and sad that I no longer have the passion for life.
I thought maybe he would understand me here, but I was wrong and no one was willing to help me and they left me in oblivion and this is very painful for me.
I wish my country was free so that I would never ask anyone for help and never think of leaving my country.
